so i'm going to try to for real do this blog thing. i find myself having a lot to say, not sure what i'm supposed to put online and what to keep to myself... so just bare with me. we have a baby. thats big news. he's 3 months old. red hair. blue eyes. getting fat. sassy baby. i dont know what i'm doing really, i just live day to day. for the first month i drove myself and most likely brian crazy trying to 'figure out' my child. was he sick? what was wrong? let me look online. bad choice. according to sources online my child has one of three thousand things wrong with him. awesome. hopefully i guess the right one. now, i try to not assume something is wrong. babies cry. babies have bad days. babies might throw up. babies might rip their mothers nipple off. oh wait, thats not normal. or is it?? let me check wikapedia.
now as i look at the black and white video monitor, i see the top of his big head. laying there peacefully. and here i sit in the dark living room with only the glow of the computer screen and the tigers game.
i just read party of four's blog. it has made me think of a few things: 1. we need a good camera. 2. God has a plan for my family and for me. I just need to sometimes let it go and let things happen. don't get so uptight about laying around my house for two days straight and not doing a darn thing on my to-do list. 3. i have a good chance of being the only girl in my household. lastly 4. i also have found mascato wine by barefoot to be tasty. as a matter of fact i have two bottles here at home.... hmmm... i should go have a glass, i mean, i did have a hard day of tv watching.
